In short, I haven’t had a lot of it lately.
Category Archives: Journal
Changes
“Everyone is entitled to their own sorrow, for the heart has no metrics or form of measure.”
Fork
Sometimes, it’s just impossible to see any way back or forward, nor even anybody you can compare notes with to try and figure out which way to go. Not even which way, but which way to where, and on what possible manner of propulsion? At times like these, even great news doesn’t have sufficient mass …
Walls
“Onen i-estel, u-chebin estel anim.” A paraphrase from Tolkien. “I give hope, I keep none for myself.” Even that paradigm wears thin.
Lanced
Maybe I’m wrong. Crestfallen might not be strong enough of a descriptor for all of this.
Annual Checkup?
I suppose I should write something here to indicate that I’m still breathing.
Data
It’s one part reminder that this is “not normal” and I should not be happy when bad things occur, one part reminder to be vigilant against making it worse, and one part venting my constant frustration at my own behavior(s).
One Step Away
“One step away,
From having it all.
I stepped so far,
when there’s nothing left within myself to ever break my fall.”
Quantum State
When all this is said and done, whether or not I still have a father will remain to be seen.
Going Nowhere
“protect or perish”
Living Undead 