If I’m very, very lucky, it’ll be another few years before I write here again.
Tag Archives: depression
Vigilance
In short, I haven’t had a lot of it lately.
Fork
Sometimes, it’s just impossible to see any way back or forward, nor even anybody you can compare notes with to try and figure out which way to go. Not even which way, but which way to where, and on what possible manner of propulsion? At times like these, even great news doesn’t have sufficient mass …
Walls
“Onen i-estel, u-chebin estel anim.” A paraphrase from Tolkien. “I give hope, I keep none for myself.” Even that paradigm wears thin.
Data
It’s one part reminder that this is “not normal” and I should not be happy when bad things occur, one part reminder to be vigilant against making it worse, and one part venting my constant frustration at my own behavior(s).
One Step Away
“One step away,
From having it all.
I stepped so far,
when there’s nothing left within myself to ever break my fall.”
Mercy
“No rest for the wicked
No mercy for the weak”
Stark
“The only real progress lies in learning to be wrong all alone.”
Anniversary
11 Years. Jerusalem.
Temptation
…if I call out for help, I will drag anyone who responds beneath the waves with me
Living Undead 